In and out of the womb – conception, fetal state and birth

Where is my soul?

To ask this question, to make sure that you are aware to her, connected to her and, obviously, to do what is best for her need to become an integral (essential) part of your day. I know that you think that it goes without saying that you are with your soul; otherwise how can you be alive at all? I wrote already a few short things about this issue and I’ll probably write more about it. But even if you are very sure that she is with you, do communicate with her, ask about her. Why not? Give her some attention, show her that you are mindful of her; what would you lose by doing it?

The immense subject about which I’m starting to write in this post is “in and out of the womb” and I want to say that the question “where is my soul”? is very important in this first initial stage in our life. I’ve worked with many people who came to their present life without all their soul parts and as I’ll write about I’ll bring more true stories. So please consider seriously the importance of this question.

Let’s start with the subject on hand: conception, fetal state and birth. This will not only fill a few posts but will lead us to various, no less important, sub-subjects.

In addition to our reincarnation history, which we carry with us into this life, and in addition to the state we were in after our last death, the path and the level of consciousness with which we arrive and enter our mother’s womb, develop there and exit from, determines the quality of this life.  The nature of our last death gives the color.

Most of the people who are asked about this first stage of their life don’t know anything about it. Some of them I send, when possible, to check with their mothers. When it happens it’s always fascinating for the person as much as for the mother. If you have the opportunity don’t miss it; do it.

In this post I’ll start with conception. I would like to mention that when I’m referring to “conception” I mean natural conception which brings a natural pregnancy. When I’ll write about artificial conception - a very interesting issue from the energetic perspective - I’ll write “artificial conception” explicitly.

Every conception is motion. It can be either a conscious or an automatic movement. 

Read again the post about the difference between those two kinds of movements.

An acquaintance of mine asked me to come to her house and tell a group of people about my views concerning souls, reincarnation, my therapy, etc.

I arrived to meet a group of twenty people. My acquaintance told me that her twelve year old daughter has asked to join in, if I didn’t mind. Of course I agreed; curious children bring a refreshing breeze with them.

Unlike the adults who took part in the conversation that evening, this girl posed endless questions, which pleased me very much. She asked, for example, how come an abused child chooses to come to an abusive family.

The sad thing I had to explain to her was that many people in the world do not choose consciously their next incarnation. Many souls are in a state of endless and unconscious motion since their death, and some of them circle around like fallen leaves.

A soul can make a conscious choice regarding the continuation of her journey only if she has accumulated enough delicate material in preparation for death. This material will help her to reach the Bardo state (The Tibetan word “bardo” means literally “intermediate state”. It is also translated as “transitional state” or “In-between state”. The term refers to the intermediate state of existence between two lives). Only in this state she can stop, examine things with clarity and decide which conception could help her to refine herself even more and to continue onwards.

In the case of a soul who comes to abusing parents, it is most likely that she was magnetized or swept into this conception for some reason.

But if the soul or the parents have sufficient quantity of fine and subtler material, i.e. a sufficient level of consciousness, one can choose a befitting conception. I would say that in all other cases the conception is only a part of the automatic movement of souls.

Parents can open a path for a soul with their conscious intention. Conscious parents who have an intention towards a conception, can “call” a soul and help her to reach them in order that both sides – child and parents alike – can evolve together

A person who goes through a regression process to his conception can understand and clarify things about himself in a way that no other process can.

To my patients who sometime say that they don’t understand their connection to their family I’ll always suggest to go back to their conception. After observing and understanding how and why they arrived to their parents and to this specific family, it’s usually easier for them to appreciate and accept. Furthermore, they understood many things about themselves, their behaviours, their surroundings and their life. You have to take into account that the reasons, the circumstances and the conditions which brought the soul into this specific conception can indicate many patterns in a person’s life and allow us to understand this beginning because conception is a most important point in the life of any soul, as is death.

Anyone can check – through a regression process with supervision – his conception, and any mother can check the moments of conception of her children.

Many mothers who worked with me and checked their children’s conceptions learnt to better understand their children.

A divorced woman came to see me in order to attend to several issues. She told me in the interview that she had three grown children: two daughters and a son. Her eldest daughter was easy going and pleasant, and had been very easy to raise. The second child, her son, was a cheerful and good-hearted boy, but the third, her youngest daughter, was difficult, angry and bitter; her siblings did not understand her and she – the mother – had to admit that even she could not figure out what was going on with her.

We worked for a while and took care of several issues. I suggested to her also to examine her own conception within her mother because it would be interesting and might clarify many things. Following this work, after she had seen the advantages of returning to the conception, she expressed an interest in observing the conception of her children within herself.

She asked to start with the pregnancy of her youngest daughter, hoping it would help her to understand her better.

We inspected the woman’s life during that period and saw that she was sad, angry and bitter because of her husband. She felt he was neglecting her and thought he was having an affair with someone at work, while he started to drink more and more.

Their relations were unstable and she started to consider a divorce. He wouldn’t agree and demanded to try and rehabilitate their relationship. But according to her these were only words and nothing came out of it.

One evening he came home drunker than usual, and forced her to have sex with him. She told me that she didn’t want to fight or shout, because the other two children were sleeping, so she agreed.

They were not having sex during that period, so she didn’t use contraceptives.

In the regression process she saw that her daughter’s conception occurred that night, while she was sad, angry and bitter.

She could not see what had brought her daughter’s soul to this kind of a conception; this can be done only if the daughter would observe her own conception from her own side and would check to see whether something had happened in her last death, which caused her magnetization to the energy of that specific conception. The daughter would also be able to check whether her soul had absorbed all of her mother’s feelings during the conception and the pregnancy and whether that made her the way she was.

When I met the woman later she reported that she told her daughter what had happened but she didn’t know if her daughter would decide to examine it from her side. But she had no doubt that this process and comprehension helped her to better understand her daughter and to treat both herself and her daughter with love and compassion.

We’ll continue “in and out of the womb” in next posts and until than I hope you will enjoy the Light, Love and Compassion I’m sending you.

Esty

Abortion – the energetic perspective, true stories.

Where is my soul?

As I’ve promised - two true stories to illustrate the subject.

A woman came to me, complaining about severe stress in her chest. Everyone around her was sure she was having heart problems, but none of the many checks she had undergone has found any physical problem with her heart. She was referred to a psychologist who tried to help her and ease her stress and her breathlessness and to reduce the sadness he discovered inside her. But despite his professionalism, his good intentions and compassion, it didn’t help.

We found out in the interview that she had had an abortion. If a woman had an abortion, a red flag is raised immediately: this has to be examined! She told me she had decided to do the abortion when she realized she was pregnant and her boyfriend decided to leave her. He claimed he had wanted to do it even before they found out about the pregnancy, and therefore would not change his mind. She didn’t want to go on with the pregnancy in this situation.

We performed an energetic scan (about which I shall expand later). We came to the space below the heart, and we realized immediately what had happened: our energetic body has a space below the heart which functions as a “cradle” for our soul; it is a very warm and cozy place. In her case the decision to do the abortion brought about, as the psychologist had correctly assumed, a lot of sadness and sorrow into her life. This emotional matter had concentrated itself, during the abortion, in the area of the heart. The energetic layer of the fetus was magnetized to the sadness and sorrow that accompanied this process and joined them there. Together they exerted a lot of pressure on the heart and on the left side of her chest.

So we released the soul of the fetus from the abortion. This was received with blessings from all sides: the woman, the fetus and the universe. The second step was to release and to clean the sadness and the sorrow while processing the abortion. This was in effect the end of the separation from the boyfriend.

The detachment from her boyfriend was also, obviously, part of the process. Disconnection is always important, as we have already mentioned before, and more so when it is a painful separation. The disconnection made it possible for her to go more easily through the processing and the reconstitution.

After we finished working on these energetic and emotional layers the chest stress was relieved and she could go on with her life without any leftovers from her boyfriend or from the abortion. Moreover, she could be completely calm concerning a possible future pregnancy.

Another example:

A young man in his twenties came to me and asked to work energetically on some issues in his life that were bothering him. He had done already, with another therapist, some energetic work and a regression process so I didn’t have to explain or convince him.

He told me that one of the phenomena that he tried to work on, unsuccessfully, already in the past was troubling thoughts that were disturbing him regularly at certain times during the day and it was like they were coming from nowhere. Sometimes he felt that those thoughts were not even his.

In the initial interview, which I’m performing with potential patients I always ask whether they know if their mother went through an abortion or a miscarriage; and every woman who comes to me would be asked if she went through an abortion or a miscarriage.

In this case the young man said that he knew for sure that his mother had had an abortion and after a few years got pregnant with him.

We worked on some issues and as part of the process I offered him to regress to his time as an embryo in his mother’s womb. It’s a process called: “In and out of the womb” and I recommend that you to go through it yourself, it’s fascinating. It allows you to understand where you came from and where you are going to. I’ll elaborate on it in one of the future posts.

When he went back through regression to the moment just before he entered the womb he saw that there was someone else there already and he understood that it was the soul from the previous pregnancy which ended in an abortion. When he went through the process he saw how this material was clinging to his developing head and going out of the womb in his birth, staying attached to his head.

The healing process included releasing the soul, cleaning the womb before he entered, processing and reconstructing.

After a short period of time he reported a big relief.

There are many various and sometimes complicated stories about phenomena which are caused by leftovers of energetic matters that stay around in the body of women who went through an abortion or a miscarriage.

So again, just know about it, check yourself if you think it’s relevant for you.

I send you all Light, Love and Compassion.

Esty

Abortions and miscarriages –the energetic point of view

Where is my soul?

No matter what’s the subject I write about in my blog - this question will be always important. I recommend again to you my readers, to stop for a minute, ask the question and observe the answer honestly.

This post is about abortions and miscarriages from the energetic point of view. It might raise some disagreements even some animosity so I would like to say again that what I’m writing in my blog is my perspective and my conception of the world and its layers. I’m not trying to convince anyone. I just would like to bring before my readers a different point of view. It’s not a medical one but it is based on years of research, learning and working with people. Might this angle also be true?

The main problem concerning women who undergo abortion, especially in the western world, is that in most of the cases doctors clean the uterus only from the physical materials but do not consider the energetic element – the soul of the fetus. In some cases, but not in all of them, the soul of the fetus releases herself.

In ancient times, and in some places even today, the midwives had the knowledge and the ability to perform abortions if they had to. They knew how to clean the womb in a physical-bodily manner and also how to clean the energetic layer by releasing the soul of the fetus.

The difference between an abortion and a miscarriage is that in the first case the woman is the one who made the decision and the fetus can either agree or disagree. When a doctor performs an abortion the soul of the fetus remains frequently in the womb or in some other part of the body. In most cases neither the woman nor anyone else would ever consider examining what has happened to the soul of the fetus, let alone release her in an orderly and conscious manner.

The same thing could happen also in a miscarriage where the fetus did not decide to leave on his own but when the miscarriage had to happen for physical-bodily – or other - reasons. There is a lower probability that the soul would remain after a natural miscarriage - in many cases the decision to stop the pregnancy is of the fetus or a common decision of the fetus and the mother; but it can happen, and it is worth checking.

After an abortion, if the energetic layer has remained behind, things get complicated. The range of possibilities depends on where this matter has settled in the woman’s body. Therefore every case is different.

Sometimes this energetic material stays in the uterus. If it clings to the uterine wall and the woman gets pregnant again, this matter could fasten to the new fetus. In many cases it will stick to the head because this is the first organ to develop. In children who were born with various light or severe head disorders, we should look for the presence of some energetic matter from an abortion. If the mother would clean the energetic matter from herself and from her child, and perform a cleaning and a reconstitution of the pregnancy with the child, it can bring on a significant relief. This process is sometimes difficult – it also depends on the age of the child and on how deeply the previous matter has taken part in the baby’s development. By means of this process we can sometimes release whole souls who can then continue on their way, and also release the mothers from guilt or other emotional elements.

Sometimes the energetic matter settles in the area of the ovaries or the fallopian tubes in the uterus. This can prevent a woman from getting pregnant again and then there is a need to perform bypasses in order to start a pregnancy. If people were aware of the energetic aspect and if women would go through a process of cleaning the womb from the energetic remains of abortions, then those energetic remains could return to the universe and the uterus would stay clean and it would be easier to get pregnant again.

Another phenomenon is that the energetic matter slips partially out during the abortion but remains stuck in the cervix. Some carcinogenic cells are in fact just leftovers of energetic matter from a previous abortion. Some cases of uterine cancer stem actually from this energetic matter which has remained inside.

In addition, there are cases where this energetic matter has come out of the uterus and was integrated in another part of the body and is causing problems since it does not belong there, and we should try to clean and release it. It could result in cancer or in pressure on internal organs, thus preventing them from fulfilling their functions.

I wish to emphasize again that my understandings about the energetic layers in the case of abortions are not linked to any position for or against abortions. The important thing for me is that women will make a conscious decision, will go through a conscious process with the fetus, will ask the universe for help in taking care of the soul of the fetus from the moment they have given him up, and that the abortion process will include an energetic as well as a physical cleaning.

If a woman has any unfinished business with the fetus she should resolve it from both sides so that no one will have to carry over the remains of a non-actualized connection.

Women would be much healthier if they would do so. They would be the ones who take upon themselves the decision and the responsibility about the pregnancy and the abortion, assuming everything will be done consciously, attentively and with an energetic understanding; if so, then the healing process would be likewise.

In my next post I’ll bring one or more true stories to illustrate the subject.

I send Light, Love and Compassion to you all

Esty

Missing Parts – a true story

Where is my soul?

This post will show again the importance of this question.

In previous posts I wrote about missing parts of souls and in this one I’m going to tell you a real story so you would have an impression of the subject. 

The search for missing parts is simple since the energetic layer present inside us can recognize them. Similarly, the desire of those missing parts – from the moment a person recognizes them – is to return to their place. It does not matter where they were lost; it is not their natural place and therefore it is relatively easy to convince them to return. It is important to verify that they are clean and have not been contaminated by foreign matters. We cannot do that by ourselves and we should always ask for help from the universe and from light-beings in checking the missing parts, in cleaning them and in accompanying them back to their rightful place.

Of course, we should check the event where the part went missing and treat it as needed.

The loss of soul fragments can occur in any traumatic event. I’ll talk about trauma as an energetic wound in my next post.

A young woman who came to me told me that she has been suffering from severe pains in her back and legs, ever since she was involved in a snowboard accident two years previously, and that nothing could help. Her parents were well-off and supported her in everything connected with her healing. She had gone through many treatments such as acupuncture, osteopathy, chiropractic sessions and various massages. They all provided temporary relief but then the pains returned and would not go away. She was afraid of getting addicted to painkillers. She added that she wanted also to understand what was happening to her. A friend told her about energetic healing. She said she did not really believe in the “energetic” but she was desperate and she felt she had nothing to lose so she was willing to try anything.

I am used to the fact that people who do not believe, understand or accept the energetic layers come to me. But their desperation is stronger than their resistance and when they come to me they are ready and open to try new things.

The energetic layers exist whether people believe in them or not. Therefore, when someone is willing to try, it usually works, unless that someone has come because he has promised somebody else that he would try and it is not his own intention which leads him.

We used the tool of regression to go back to the accident. During the event the woman slid on her snowboard, did not see another woman coming from the left, and they collided. They were both thrown sideways and rolled until they stopped. The young woman suffered a blow to her back and left leg; nothing was broken. The other woman also got some bruises on her back and legs. But what she saw during the process was that their two souls jumped out in panic, clung to each other and settled down on the side of the run. She also saw that they were still sitting there, waiting for the women.

The process in this case was more complicated because, first of all, we had to separate the two souls. The soul of the woman I was working with had no problem; her “owner” came back for her. The other soul, on the other hand, was afraid and was reluctant to stay alone. We did not want to move her because her “owner” might come for her eventually. The only thing that calmed her down was the promise that her “owner” will be informed of the process. We couldn’t help her further; the separation had to be performed for the sake of the person who has asked for help.

After the soul of the patient returned to her “owner” we processed the whole event. But now it was in a different level of consciousness. The young woman asked her soul to stay with her, no matter what was going to happen. When we processed the accident she saw that everything happened as it did physically but now, being aware that it was going to happen she moved a little to the side, a second before the collision. The collision did occur but it was less severe than originally; the women fell but the blows and bruises were lighter. She saw that her soul succeeded in staying inside her due to the process, while the other woman’s soul jumped out just as before. After processing the accident she did a reconstitution of her life from that moment to the here and now and saw that if the accident had happened this way, the entire healing process would have been shorter.

The young woman said that she felt immediately a great relief in her body and it was expected that she would continue with physical therapy for her back and legs and then see how it goes. I suggested that while she was undergoing the treatments she should make sure her soul was with her – especially in her back and legs. After a month I received a report that the treatments were amazing and that there was a big easing of the pains. Three months later she went back to her regular life. She continued to take care of herself by means of chiropractic treatments for a while.

Following the first session we had, she contacted the other woman and shared with her the story but she was met with disbelief and with a lack of understanding. We don’t know what happened to her, what she has decided and whether she did anything in order to help her own soul.

I would like to take this opportunity to emphasis again that when we heal the energetic layer it means that we take care of the basic and vital layer of ourselves so that other layers can be healed too. If we treat and try to heal only the physical, mental, emotional or even the spiritual aspects without being aware of the energetic layer, the healing will only be partial. As a complement to the energetic healing I always recommend to strengthen it by using other therapies. My belief is that if people would first take care to treat and heal the energetic cause in any sort of illness, sickness, problem or discomfort, it will accelerate the healing and make it more comprehensive.

One of the most beautiful and satisfying things a person can do, after having brought back the missing parts, is to reconnect with his soul. I would like to suggest to each and every one of you to insist and find some seconds each day in order to make sure you are connected to your soul.

I send you Light, Love and Compassion.

Esty