In and out of the womb – conception, fetal state and birth

Where is my soul?

To ask this question, to make sure that you are aware to her, connected to her and, obviously, to do what is best for her need to become an integral (essential) part of your day. I know that you think that it goes without saying that you are with your soul; otherwise how can you be alive at all? I wrote already a few short things about this issue and I’ll probably write more about it. But even if you are very sure that she is with you, do communicate with her, ask about her. Why not? Give her some attention, show her that you are mindful of her; what would you lose by doing it?

The immense subject about which I’m starting to write in this post is “in and out of the womb” and I want to say that the question “where is my soul”? is very important in this first initial stage in our life. I’ve worked with many people who came to their present life without all their soul parts and as I’ll write about I’ll bring more true stories. So please consider seriously the importance of this question.

Let’s start with the subject on hand: conception, fetal state and birth. This will not only fill a few posts but will lead us to various, no less important, sub-subjects.

In addition to our reincarnation history, which we carry with us into this life, and in addition to the state we were in after our last death, the path and the level of consciousness with which we arrive and enter our mother’s womb, develop there and exit from, determines the quality of this life.  The nature of our last death gives the color.

Most of the people who are asked about this first stage of their life don’t know anything about it. Some of them I send, when possible, to check with their mothers. When it happens it’s always fascinating for the person as much as for the mother. If you have the opportunity don’t miss it; do it.

In this post I’ll start with conception. I would like to mention that when I’m referring to “conception” I mean natural conception which brings a natural pregnancy. When I’ll write about artificial conception - a very interesting issue from the energetic perspective - I’ll write “artificial conception” explicitly.

Every conception is motion. It can be either a conscious or an automatic movement. 

Read again the post about the difference between those two kinds of movements.

An acquaintance of mine asked me to come to her house and tell a group of people about my views concerning souls, reincarnation, my therapy, etc.

I arrived to meet a group of twenty people. My acquaintance told me that her twelve year old daughter has asked to join in, if I didn’t mind. Of course I agreed; curious children bring a refreshing breeze with them.

Unlike the adults who took part in the conversation that evening, this girl posed endless questions, which pleased me very much. She asked, for example, how come an abused child chooses to come to an abusive family.

The sad thing I had to explain to her was that many people in the world do not choose consciously their next incarnation. Many souls are in a state of endless and unconscious motion since their death, and some of them circle around like fallen leaves.

A soul can make a conscious choice regarding the continuation of her journey only if she has accumulated enough delicate material in preparation for death. This material will help her to reach the Bardo state (The Tibetan word “bardo” means literally “intermediate state”. It is also translated as “transitional state” or “In-between state”. The term refers to the intermediate state of existence between two lives). Only in this state she can stop, examine things with clarity and decide which conception could help her to refine herself even more and to continue onwards.

In the case of a soul who comes to abusing parents, it is most likely that she was magnetized or swept into this conception for some reason.

But if the soul or the parents have sufficient quantity of fine and subtler material, i.e. a sufficient level of consciousness, one can choose a befitting conception. I would say that in all other cases the conception is only a part of the automatic movement of souls.

Parents can open a path for a soul with their conscious intention. Conscious parents who have an intention towards a conception, can “call” a soul and help her to reach them in order that both sides – child and parents alike – can evolve together

A person who goes through a regression process to his conception can understand and clarify things about himself in a way that no other process can.

To my patients who sometime say that they don’t understand their connection to their family I’ll always suggest to go back to their conception. After observing and understanding how and why they arrived to their parents and to this specific family, it’s usually easier for them to appreciate and accept. Furthermore, they understood many things about themselves, their behaviours, their surroundings and their life. You have to take into account that the reasons, the circumstances and the conditions which brought the soul into this specific conception can indicate many patterns in a person’s life and allow us to understand this beginning because conception is a most important point in the life of any soul, as is death.

Anyone can check – through a regression process with supervision – his conception, and any mother can check the moments of conception of her children.

Many mothers who worked with me and checked their children’s conceptions learnt to better understand their children.

A divorced woman came to see me in order to attend to several issues. She told me in the interview that she had three grown children: two daughters and a son. Her eldest daughter was easy going and pleasant, and had been very easy to raise. The second child, her son, was a cheerful and good-hearted boy, but the third, her youngest daughter, was difficult, angry and bitter; her siblings did not understand her and she – the mother – had to admit that even she could not figure out what was going on with her.

We worked for a while and took care of several issues. I suggested to her also to examine her own conception within her mother because it would be interesting and might clarify many things. Following this work, after she had seen the advantages of returning to the conception, she expressed an interest in observing the conception of her children within herself.

She asked to start with the pregnancy of her youngest daughter, hoping it would help her to understand her better.

We inspected the woman’s life during that period and saw that she was sad, angry and bitter because of her husband. She felt he was neglecting her and thought he was having an affair with someone at work, while he started to drink more and more.

Their relations were unstable and she started to consider a divorce. He wouldn’t agree and demanded to try and rehabilitate their relationship. But according to her these were only words and nothing came out of it.

One evening he came home drunker than usual, and forced her to have sex with him. She told me that she didn’t want to fight or shout, because the other two children were sleeping, so she agreed.

They were not having sex during that period, so she didn’t use contraceptives.

In the regression process she saw that her daughter’s conception occurred that night, while she was sad, angry and bitter.

She could not see what had brought her daughter’s soul to this kind of a conception; this can be done only if the daughter would observe her own conception from her own side and would check to see whether something had happened in her last death, which caused her magnetization to the energy of that specific conception. The daughter would also be able to check whether her soul had absorbed all of her mother’s feelings during the conception and the pregnancy and whether that made her the way she was.

When I met the woman later she reported that she told her daughter what had happened but she didn’t know if her daughter would decide to examine it from her side. But she had no doubt that this process and comprehension helped her to better understand her daughter and to treat both herself and her daughter with love and compassion.

We’ll continue “in and out of the womb” in next posts and until than I hope you will enjoy the Light, Love and Compassion I’m sending you.

Esty